alamak!!!!! x leyh tydo,,,

huhu,,
aq x taw ae nper ngan aqmlm ni,,
x leyh nk tydo,,
mybe aq tlmpau bnyk pk psal aq ngan cyg aq kowt,,,
ea ae,,, rlationship ktowng en,,,
but 1 thing mlm ni tdy aq ader bcer novel,,
n its make me rmember something about my ex,,,,
umm mser 2 aq duk kt pom1.. ala bebudk agy en,,,
bwu 13,,
n aq taw mser 2 aq da gtal nk syg kt a boy ni,,,
yeah,,,
first skali aq smbang ngan dye mser 2 orentasi,,,
ktowng kne amek singature all fcy ae en,,,
umm so nk d jdikn cter aq amek sign ntok sumer fc gurlz n dye amek sign ntok sumer fc boyz,,
haha,,
2 ae pmulaanktowng,,,
after that ktowng jdy mkn rpat,,
tp x declacare ag,,,
rmai yg da ckpktowang da cple..
tp lom agy sbnrnyer,,
haha,,,
nk d jdikan cter aq ader sowng akak angkt,,,
so sllunyer law aq nk jmp dye kt skolah,,
aq msty ajk akak ni tmn kn aq,,,
so ktowng be3 da jdy rpat,,
dye pown pnggil akak aq akak..
humm nice en,,
biase ae,,
law duk 0stel aner der enpon en,,,
so hnyer srat n bku ajer ae modal ktowng nk bhubung,,
ary2 msty ader srat..
n aq still engt cmner tlisan dye k,,,
senget,, hakhak,,
n aq taw yg dye mmg ader maen bku ngan akak aq 2...
but as sster ae en,,,
n then blerdaa kcoh 1 ostel yg dye maen bku ngan akak aq tuh,,
downg quit...
dye promise kt aq da x nk daa,,
akak aq pown,,,
dye kter dyte syg kt aq,,
x mo tgk aq sdeyh2 ag,,
ea ae..
aq tspit kowt mser 2...
antre akak n dye,,
aq taw law downg btol da ad pper..
aq snggup bralah,,,
sbb aq syg kt downg..
sngt2..
ummm tp x lmer pas2 something happen,,,
ader 1 akak ni,,
1 klass ngan dye,,,
mybe akak2 x taw prob ktowng,,
dye bg 1 bku kt aq..
dye soh aq bgy kt dak llaki 2...
kter nyer dry akak aq,,
n aq mmey trkjut,,
ea ae,,
kn downg da jnji no more boom between them,,,
tp aq kter uk,,
t anis bgy k,,,,
ary 2 jmaat,,
aq engt agy..
coz dye j jnji nk antr aq g kt bus,,,,
so mse tgh ary sblom g klass,,
ea ae aq pom 1,, dye lak pom2..
ktowng blaja tyme ptg,,,
akak aq 2 pom3..
pgy,, jdi tyme 2 akak aq da alek daa,,
uk bbalik kter k,,,,
aq duk kt klass aq,,,
aq kliru,,
cewahhh!!! kcik agy,,,
umm aq bcer bku 2,,
ap ajer yg downg sembang..
sumer aq bcer....
aq sdeyh,,
akak aq syg dye,, n dye pown,,,
mksud nyer downg typu kt aq,,,\
dlm bku 2 pown ader tlis,,
jgn smpai aq taw,,,,
knper!!!! typu!!! aq!!!!
aq diam,,
bku 2 aq smpan,,
aq ngis,,,
aq x msuk klass,,
'kli prtme aq bcinte,,
n dye hncurkn kprcyaan aq.. argghh!!!!
setan!!!!
aq tgu smpai ptg,,
n ptg 2 dye antr aq g kt bas,,
bnyk sngt dye ckp ngan aq,,,
jgn lper mcj n bagai ae,,
aq dgrkn ajer,,
smntre aq tgu bas,,
aq tnyer dye..
"abg syg kt kak bella ker??"
dye kter x?? nper anis tnyer cm2??
aq ckp nothing,,but aq ngis,,
aq mmey syg kt dye sngt,,
dye tnyer nper aq ngis,,,
aq diam ajer...
smpai aq naik bas n smpai kt umah,,
mser ary ahad,,
akak yg bgy bku kt aq 2 kol,,
dye tnyer,,
aq bg x bku 2 kt dak 2..
aq kter mmey nk bgy,,
tp x smpat.. t aq bgy ae,,
so esok nyer aq ajk ae abg ngan akak aq 2 jmp kt kepci,,,
huhu...
aq taw downg tkjut,,
sbb aq x inpom pon yg ajk dua2 skali,,
tp x per..
smue nyer cm besa,,
downg still agy nk typu aq,,
mser aq tnyer,,
ap orsaan downg law kner typu,,
downg kter msty ae sdeyh,,
agy2 ngan owng yg downg prcye,,,,
aq tnyer dowang ader typu kt aq x,,
downg kter x adew,,
then aq kuar kn bku 2 n aq tnyer ni aper??
aq x mrah,,
downg diam ajer,,
mser 2 bwu downg ngaku,,,
tp downg x taw nk g taw cmner kt aq,,
agy dak boy 2...
dier dyam ajer..
ok,,
aq kter ckup..
aq x ksah law downg bcnta,,
tp jgn typu aq,,
slami ni ap yg budak laen ckp psl dye,,
aq accept,,
dye playboy,, bnyk pompuan,,
x pew,, aq timer,,
bler dye x shat aq crik ubat,,
bler akak aq saket,,
aq snggu jge dye kt blik dye..
1 mlm aq x tydo,,
n ini blsan downg kt aq,,
sbuah pnipuan,,
owng g aq syg typu aq..
aq x pnah syg kt ownglaen..
even prents aq.. cmner aq syg kt downg aww..
pergghh!!!
memey dasyat ae,, kn...
sjak dryu 2 aq x pnah prcye lurfe 2 aper...
but when aq da taw aq saket,,
n now aq da owng yg syg kt aq,,
aq crik dye alek,,
n nk taw x??
dye x engt pown aq ni sper,,'kak bella 2 sper,,
dye da brsme ngan owng laen,,
aq engt dye eppy,,
tp ntah ae,,,
mybe ni bnefit aq blah dry idop dye kowt,,
aq x lgy rser sket aty,,
luke aty aq semboh daa,,
n law kowng nk taw,,
pas aq mam kepci ngan downg 2..
bkak skolah aq tros pndah g kt skolah lae,
aq taw dye pown pndah skul laen,,
n akak aq pown da pndah ikot prent dye,,
\till now aq x taw aner akak aq 2..
\n dye..
pas aq jmp dye ary 2,,
aq nekad da x mo jmp dye,,
ckup ae skali ahje,,,
haha,,
klaka enn,
tp kowng taw x aq ngah nagis ni,,
aq x leyh lupe ap dye wt kt aq,,
ap dye ckp kt aq..
yeah,,
nobody can 4get their first lurfe en..
aq pown,,,
ntah ae...
haha..
mter yg x mo tlelepa.. huhu..
bye.. daa,,yg pnting aq da aizal,,,
4 ever in lurfe.....